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September 30 (Worst day of 2013)

actually gusto ko lang talaga pakita dito yung cellphone na hawak ko.. :)

yes, that WAS my iPhone 4s and this picture was taken last year, kasagsagan pa lang ng panahon na bagong bili pa lang siya.. 

let me tell you guys a story, noon kasi wala ako pambili ng phone, pero dahil gustong gusto ko mag ka iphone nag trabaho talaga ko ng mabuti makuha lang siya and *POOF* ayan na may phone na ko after a month..

so one year plus din yun.. then last sept 30 papasok ako sa office nilagay ko siya sa bulsa ng pants ko na mababaw. kinakapa ko pa nga kasi baka nga maiwan ko.. pero sa di ko alam na dahilan pag baba ko ng taxi at pag akyat sa office tsaka ko lang naalala na naiwan ko yung phone ko.. di ko man lang nakuha yung plate number or so whatever

so syempre eto na lang nagawa ko..

nakakainis ng bongga kasi ang careless ko.. 

and yung idea na pinag hirapan ko pa naman siya makuha last year.. 

yung memories na natapunan ko pa siya ng bacardi nung nasa bar kami dahil sa sobrang kalasingan ko na nag mark ng almost 1week sa screen yung basa at nangamoy alak siya. yung tipong nakailang bagsak na ko sa kanya pero ayun umiilaw at gumagana pa, at yung tipong ilang beses na niya ko binuwisit kasi ilang beses na niyang dinedelete yung contacts ko ng wala man lang pasabi.. nakakainis kasi di yung phone mamimiss ko kundi yung mga pictures ng pamilya, aso, at mga barkada ko na nandun (kasama na selfie).

but to tell you honestly naaccept ko na din naman kasi 1year ko na din nagamit yung phone na yun.. kaya kung sino man kumuha sa cp ko or kung si mamang driver man yun, paki ingatan na lang po.. madami kami memories niyan!


seriously! it’s been 2 years since i last updated this thing with no help from the queue. hahahah. and im no longer sure on how to use it.. a little help please?

well anyway, so what’s new? still the same old blogs with lots of repost and no original ideas, i see.. so it wont be hard for me to fit in again.. just kiddin! so this is what i’ll promise myself. i will try my best not to reblog any stupid things out of the blue! (jeez! hope i can do it) and i also promise to post any stupid ideas i may have in the future (yey for me, sad for all those readers out there. hahaha)

i have a lot of catching up to do. and a lot of stories to tell so for now just wanna say..

Sad truth

Humans change for the people they love they, tend to forget themselves to please other people. Trying to be better in the eyes of others, locking their own personality in some secret door.

It’s sad really, because this is happening to people without them knowing, thinking that what they are doing is normal. First you’ll try to change your laugh in accordance to how others laugh just to look normal, in sync when they all laugh.
Then your clothings. for people with friends you’d copy each others fashion styles. In relationships it’s more different you’d dress up so that your man won’t look at other girls. You’ll dress up so that you’ll gain appraisals from your partner. And then when you’ve already changed even you’re ideas and ways of thinking change.
Before you just dont care what others think about you, your opinions matter. It does not matter if you’ll hurt anyone as long as you’ve said what needs to be heard. But when you’re getting involve with people your mind setting changes. You have to double think stuff. What you want is no longer in the options. Its always what they want, what makes them happy, what won’t hurt them. Your happiness is no longer that important, your opinions are now heard only in your head. Stuff that you do not want are the stuffs you are exPeriencing daily.
But at the end of the day, you’ll realize life is much better this way. Life is better caring what Others think. You just have to know when to stop changing and change only the things that hurts other people. Yes, you dont have to copy your friends fashion styles. Make your own identity, be unique. So what if you’re different, there are lots of different people out there and they are happy.

Your opinions matter just don’t shove it on peoples face. learn how to listen and know when to talk. If you think your words are important so are the words of other people. Learn how to handle a relationship. You’re partner loves you because of your own unique personality. Changing because you think it will be better for the relationship might not be a good idea. Communication is the best way in making a relationship work. Respect each others opinions and qualities never change someone for your own benefit. Love their flaws and you’ll make it through thick and thin..

Wala lang. :))

Be happy on what you have..

you will never know when that something will end.

  the feeling that im having now na lagi na lang may sana? whenever i look back and remember how ungrateful i was with my old life all i want to do is kick myself at the back. Yung times na ang pinoproblema ko lang ay internet connection, prof., baon and usual college student dilemmas.

   Now because of my stubbornness, i have to grow up fast. kala ko masaya maging independent. kala ko masaya ng wala parents na nangengeelam. sa una lang pala. it really is hard. you are being torned wth your studies and work.

    Pag tumigil ka sa work pano ka mag-aaral pag tumigil ka sa pag-aaral para saan pa yung pag ttrabaho mo? so please to all of you na nakakapag aral be HAPPY because you can. 


     yung feeling na dapat may gagawin kang productive para sa studies mo pero dahil ang tagal mo di nakahawak ng computer kasi cellphone lang nagagamit mo para maka access sa internet lahat na ata ng social sites mo todo update ka? hahahah. WHY?! KILL ME NOW?!!!!

       but this gif can’t nearly describe my feelings, kaya here’s barney in how i met your mother to deeply describe my feeling. hahahaha :))

ipapatanggal ko na si kupido sa kanyang trabaho, PAPANA NALANG DUN PA SA MALING TAO.

alam mo yung badtrip??

hahah minsan ka na nga lang magkagusto sa isang tao ayaw pa sayo, pero WAIT ha im not referring to myself. hahaha, nakakainis kasi yung mga time na may mga friends ka na mag tatanong sayo ng ganto..

"mahal ko sya pero di nya ko mahal, ano gagawin ko?"

o kaya naman ganto..

"please give me some advice, sabi nya may gf na sya kaya di kami pwede. what should i do?"

ano ba!!! isn’t it obvious. masyado nyo kasi gustong saktan sarili nyo. it’s quite obvious. FORGET HIM. i know it’s not that easy pero papaguluhin nyo lang ang lahat pag pinilit nyo. and how sure are you that he’s the one ha? odiba? 

    another point. ANG BATA NYO PA para sabihin na he’s the one. There are so many fishes in the sea, i know.

i’ve been there. kala ko sya na, kala ko mamatay ako pag wala sya kemekeme. BLAH BLAH. but when i got exposed to the outside world, boy i realized i was stupid for crying my eyes out for that guy. chill lang kasi mahaba pa ang oras.


Warning!! If you haven’t read or you want to read fifty shades of gray DO NOT, I REPEAT, DO NOT READ THIS POST

So i’ve heard there is a big fuzz about this book,
fifty shades of gray right? so one of my closest friend bought me the trilogy (thankyou so much and i’m forever in your debt) hahhhah!! And started reading it, i was quite aware that the book is said to have soft porn. But i was taken aback by the story and the main characters. I imagined it having some sexy since or sexual intercourse between the characters ( well, they do have it ) but never did i imagined that the main character Christian Grey to have a totally different persona like that. Yes he may be a sex addict in some ways but he’s one sick sex addict. He enjoys having a partner but treating the other person as his sex slave? The fuck right? Jeez! He even has his own “red room of pain” as what Anastasia Steele, the main character in the book who fells head over heels for Grey, named the room where Grey calls it as his playroom. And as described by the book full of stuff that you would never in a thousand lifetimes would want to put on or in you by your sex partner. So hopefully you get my point? The book is about a sadistic young, handsome, billionare, mouthwatering, control freak guy who met a naive, virgin, self-conscious, low self esteem woman and fell physically inlove with each other and bounded by a contract saying that Grey will be Anastasia’s master and she will be his submissive following or obeying is a better word, in everything that Grey wants her to do specially in bed. So thats all for now i haven’t finished the book yet so i’ll keep you all posted

I just don’t know what to say :/

It’s been so long since i last pasted something that my mind wants to talk about here in my tumblr, i don’t know why but the urge to log in on every computer and see lots of REPOSTS everywher is a bit.. Hmmm.. How i can i say this in a much more nicer note? Boring. Don’t get ne wrong, i had my reposting days but, dude! When will you ever gonna stop. When will all of you ever gonna stop? Sharing other peoples idea is one thing but taking it as your own is a completely different story. Reposts are good but please do gove me and the others a favor and just start doing your own posts

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